THREE POEMS
SPOTTED LANTERNFLIES OF SOHO
South of Houston’s a mouthful,
anyway. A great rustle of gas
drawn up from the underworld
and flung. Saved ones, we cross and turn
angles, dodge the wheeling crush
through white lanes, commute
through fog's belonging.
As in gyres, as in somewhere
to be, as in the labor of abbreviating
a neighborhood. Sun in our eyes,
we look down: the invaders
have been lined up for execution.
A species everyone knew to end
by word-of-mouth and online forums
now stepped-on, stepped-around,
discarded petals cleaved to reveal
flashy hindwings’
ornamental litter. See the pretty duty
of extinction. See that every year,
a neighborhood gains a cross-street there,
or loses one. Even for the quiet gentry of insects
who sought cobblestone over stonefruit,
cradled by someone’s eye just in the moment
before dispatching.
Bedding
We walk our childhood homes
in sleep. Not to say that terrible things
happened there. Just mildew in fractures
along the birdbath’s empty end. Blue objects,
newspapers, fabrics I’ve worried
between my fingers, never float
or cast shadows. I hear no gunshots. You tell me
I no longer grind my teeth.
When I wake hours before the thrushes,
your hand spasms between my shoulders
as a fledgling, wet and upturned.
Each year, we wear our comfort to tatters.
APPRAISAL
Opalish ring unearthed from the floorboards:
I know instantly what belongs to you. Tarnished
& filthy as my face behind yours in the bathroom mirror,
the yellowing pillow I kept tucked on a shelf
for nights when you did not long for home,
nights when we brushed one another’s teeth,
muscles limp from liquor. I think this place
has retained something small of you
as soil holds on tight to water before
releasing it a little less of itself
and dirtier. You witnessed the neighborhood
for every season but this one, late-June
mulberries mixing wine for whole families of vermin.
Friend, I wanted everything to be yours,
so I pressed my city into your palm
like an unclean charm. I figure the ring
abandoned your finger in slumber, leaving
no word in its wake. I pull it on and off and on
index, middle, ring, pinky, thumb: dumb
trick of retrieval. Somewhere down south,
you are singing your song of the desert to someone
like a precious, false stone.
Kate Meadows is a poet and essayist living in Brooklyn. She writes on topics of desire, delusion, and life in the city. While she currently works in the commercial art world, she salutes her years in the restaurant industry as the managing editor for the hospitality-themed publication 86 Logic. Her poems have been published or are forthcoming in Scalawag, Southern Cultures, Terror House, and ellipsis... She is currently a 2024 Brooklyn Poets mentee.